Feeling good today, tired but good. #me

i want to punch a small child. I KNOW that I am not fat, that I am not obese, or any other stupid crap like that. No, I don’t want to lose weight. What I want is to be at a healthier body fat %, bone mass %, have a low metabolic age, etc. Now if one more person yells at me or talk to me about anything that has to do with this anymore today I will flip the heck out.

Feels good to feel good. #selfdetermination #schoolisalmostover #longday #me

Loved my face today :) #me

My eyes are looking super pretty today. #wondersofmakeup #mooreeyes #me

Even though this weekend was completely amazing, it was completely awful as well. It just so happened that I had to say goodbye to my mother, my father, my god daughter, my best friend, my very very close friend, and my boyfriend ALL in the same day. So instead of being happy the last few hours I got to spend with them all I was in my room crying my eyes out. I was frustrated about so many things that did happen, and would happen, through out the day that I couldn’t be happy. 

SO instead of leaving my hometown, driving two hours to drop off my boyfriend, and then drive another two hours to home I decided I was going to stay at my boyfriends house and spend the next morning with him. (Mind you, I do all this without telling my parents, they would flip out because I skipped school on monday). So on Monday we hung out, watched Adventure Time, and other silly little shows like that. Then we ended up going to Cici’s with his mom, his older brother and his younger brother. Overall it was a great day, other than having to say goodbye.

Even though i did have to say goodbye to all these people in such a short amount of time, I’m very grateful that I could spend time with them at all. They all live so far away and I rarely see them, (Other than through pictures and video chatting). Another thing that I am happy about is that my god daughter won third place in her pageant!! She was second runner up for Baby heart of Florida of 2013! I got to spend a whole weekend with her, my best friend, my parents, my boyfriend, and some of my very close friends. I finally got to see her walk, her talk, and got her kisses and hugs! 

Random side note: We were carrying my god daughter through the parking lot and decided to walk a different way than her parents, and we said, “Look Char we are stealing you from mommy & daddy” and perfectly times she says, “Yay!” Granted she is only one so I’m pretty sure she had NO idea what she was actually yay-ing, but it was still very amusing.

How was your weekend?

I managed to get absolutely nothing for valentines day except cookies from my roommate. EVERYONE of my roommates got flowers and they don’t even have boyfriends.

I love my boyfriend to the moon and back, but I feel awful right now.

Feeling good today :) #me

your toilet is broken and you REALLLLLY have to pee.

and I’m almost done packing my clothes. It’s insane to think I have already lived here a year. The memories, good and bad. I’ve unfortunately had to go threw a lot but I’m not the only one. I’ve had my best friends here the whole time and they will be by my side every day, especially because I”m moving in with them. lolz. My room is a wreck though, but I can’t wait to get out of here. I want a new place to make new memories with my awesome friends :)

watching the borrowers with my boyfriend over the internet since we can’t be together<3

just because you do doesn’t mean that everyone else does. I would appreciate it if you didn’t write that stuff on my FB. I appreciate God and everything that him and his son have done, but please don’t push what you believe on me.. thanks.